Netherworld Haunted House ( www.fearworld.net)

Some pictures of me in costume from Netherworld Haunted House here in Atlanta, GA...as of this year, I have been acting there 4 years....This is my second home >:-D

Random Creepiness: Sunland Hospital of Tallahassee, FL

Hello followers...very random post here....a few years back while I was living in Tallahassee, FL I got a chance to visit one of the most haunted places in FL....Sunland Hospital...at the time I visited, it had long since been abondoned and condemned....some fellow Marching 100 (hubba 100) members talked me into going to check it out one night....one of the most interesting experiences of my life I can honestly say...saw and heard some creepy things there...but well worth the experience...it has been torn down since then but I'm glad I had a chance to explore before it was destroyed...they say some pretty crazy things happened there and from what I understand, it was used to house tuberculosis, mentally and physically handicapped people....in particular, child patients...the evidence of this was very clear due to the place being littered with old pieces of toys and broken dolls...even crayons...we even found coloring books that were left there by people who visited to pay homage to the lost souls...scary right?...right!...lol we got a chance to visit some of the most haunted parts such as the morgue, the chapel, and the operating rooms.....some parts of the building were too dangerous to venture through due to deterioration in the structure of the building...but the parts we did get to see were well worth it....well...without any further adieu, here are some pictures I found online of the place( Courtesy of http://www.monsterwax.com/sunland2.html) ....ENJOY!..

Solitude

She sits

Barely clothed, nearly nude

Only covered by the dark shroud of solitude

She sighs

Thinking of burning herself down

Becoming something anew

So lost in the world and her emotions

She doesnt know what to do

But sit and pray

Waiting for change in her life situations

A cleansing of her mind and soul

Release from complications

A single tear slides down her face

Only a prelude to the river she cries for her sorrows

So engulfed in yesterday

She cant even look forward to tomorrow

Shes broken inside

And no one even sees

That this girl with her broken world

Is hurting constantly

They always see her smile and laugh

Not a glimpse of her dark side

Which is beginning to take over completely

And slowly kill her inside

The only way to stop the pain

Is to do what she has to do

Swallow her pride and look inside

And become renewed in her solitude

Dolls

There sat a doll alone on a shelf

Blanketed with dust, but not by herself

Lined neatly in a row beside her, there were more

Who were played with many times before

They were forgotten there long ago

because the owner they had began to outgrow

The childish things she once found intriguing

Were now of no value so she began leaving

Them tucked away in secluded places

Nooks and crannies, other spaces

She had no need for primitive toys

Because now she discovered video games and boys

She gave up all her books and knowledge

Moved away and dropped out of college

Then Got herself a 9 to 5

To pay the bills and stay alive

A whole state over from everything she knew

She became trapped in the world she found to be new

And forgot her dreams and people who mattered

It worked for a while then everything shattered

This little girl quickly became a woman

With no insight to what was coming

Headaches and heartbreak she had never known

But these were the things she was shown

Stress and struggling, the pains of the world

Became overwhelming for that little girl

It consumed her almost instantly

As she roamed the world for who she should be

The dolls on the shelf crossed her mind from time to time

But never held importance like they did when she was nine

So there they sat for years on end

As she moved on and made new friends

She thought they were different from the ones she created

Until things went downhill and the new friends faded

She began to see they were more alike than she cared to admit

Those friends became more transparent bit by bit

They only difference were they didnt sit alone covered in dust

But they were made of artificial things, none of which she could trust

They slandered her name and hurt her feelings

And became everything from nightmares unyielding

She than decided to journey back home

She was tired of living fast, no longer wanted to roam

And there she found her reliable dolls

And realized she wasnt alone to begin with at all

She saw it was she who had began change first

And everything crumbled and into tears she burst

She tucked how she felt away and started over again

Remembering that these dolls were not toys,

In reality, they were her bestfriends

*dedicated to the people in my life who stood beside me through hard times..love you gals/guys* :-)

Chasing street dreams

You see him

Standing on the corner

At the store pants sagging

Dragging along broken dreams

Fueled by gunfire and the clank of jailhouse doors

He sees them

Scratching, moving erratically

Frantically snatching purses to support their habit

They gotta have it

Its a sick love affair

The need for a quick fix from both parties

Dollar signs equal a one way ticket to high

Malt liquor, nicotine dreams and glass pipes

Blue lights and hand cuffs

You see them

They walk all night

Disappear before light breaks on dark corners and alleyways

Theyre both fiends

Slaves to different masters

Money and faster highs

They creep by moonlight

All night walking

Stalking

Looking for their next fix

Cannot quit

Chasing street dreams

Take me away

Looking across the water

Clove between fingers

Poised

Jazz noise all in my head

I hear them playing

Blaring horns

Saxaphones

All alone here by this lake

I take

A minute just to breathe

Stress relief at its finest

Time just

Tick, tick, ticking away

Seconds to minutes

Minutes to hours

Shower me with that jazz

Take me away from here

To the clear

No need to ask

Take me somewhere i can relax

In peace....

The backup plan

Never the main girl

She fits where she can

This is what i call the backup plan

She calls real late

She always texts

You say its nothing

Her words scream sex

Only a friend

She couldve been you

In the back of my mind i know its true

You say you choose me

But she never goes away

When im not there she comes to play

On the prowl, with her foot in the door

It starts out innocent

Then becomes more

Shes the backup plan

You'll never compare

Because if he gets mad enough

Shes always there

Watching, wanting

Doing what she can

She doesnt give a damn if youre someones man

On the backburner but still in the forefront

You can give him the world

On a silver platter

Doesnt mean a thing

He always has a grip

On this side thing

Youre never enough

Perfect just wont do

Soon as you turn your head

She's itching and scratching to be in your shoes

You can love him forever

Try hard as you can

He"ll never let go

Of the backup plan....